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Dec 26, '07 7:42 AM
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I hate myself for this
I hate this person I've become
I hate who I am and who I thought I would never be
I hate my father for making me this way
I hate the selfishness I have now become
I hate the endless pain I put people through
I hate the way I hide myself in this pain
I hate the crazy world Im living in called my life
I hate when my friends suffer because of my problems
I hate the fact that everything I've worked so hard not to be is what defines me
I hate that people cant see who I really am
I hate that my heart is broken with no one to put it back together

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carole46 wrote on Dec 26, '07

Aki: You are loved and not hated. Forgive yourself and others will forgive you. In the true light of day things will appear clearer to you. Rejoice in yourself, life and truely who you are....a beautiful person. This is the season for self reflection, but it is also the season for depression. Just remember you are loved and your reality right now is not what it seems to be..........
Carole

ikhoudvanjou1 wrote on Dec 26, '07

thanks Carole . but my feeling enough hurt and pain .

mikedev wrote on Dec 26, '07

Sad - and I hope you eventually learn to love you..

ikhoudvanjou1 wrote on Dec 26, '07

yes , i was tried to love me ...but very tired .

carole46 wrote on Dec 26, '07

Let the hurt and pain go my dear.........you will feel better.............

ikhoudvanjou1 wrote on Dec 26, '07

how to i do my darling ?

carole46 wrote on Dec 26, '07

My dearest.......just let it go.....do not dwell on the hurt and the pain....thing of pleasant thoughts......treat yourself to a nice bath.....warm water and soft touches and again more pleasant thoughts my dear...........

ikhoudvanjou1 wrote on Dec 26, '07

ok ...i try .

carole46 wrote on Dec 26, '07

You do it darling.......and please let me know how you are doing.........

ikhoudvanjou1 wrote on Dec 26, '07

ok ...i will ....

kikkr wrote on Dec 26, '07

yes for me a relaxing bath usually works too. feeling the warm water on your body, closing your eyes and listening to the drips can help you relax a bit maybe

carole46 wrote on Jan 2

Do you feel any better now my dear? Since it might be the fact that you just had a baby, could these feelings be postpartum depression? If this could be the case, you need to possibly seeek medical treatment........

ikhoudvanjou1 wrote on Jan 2

i will do ....thanyou very much ...

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