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Akii's posts with tag: hurt poem
| | | | You hurt my feelings when you come to me and don’t even say a word To me
You don’t even ask me how I am
You treat me like I don’t exist
I am not a phantom; I am a human being with feelings
You avoid me all the time because you are afraid of my shadow
You simply go on playing games with people’s feelings
Is it too much for me to ask you to care for me and show your respect And love to me?
What did I do to you to deserve this kind of treatment from you?
I can’t go on living my life pretending that everything is fine between us Because we do have a problem
Can I have a moment alone with you?
We need to talk
You haven’t been fair with me
Why are you so angry with me?
You can’t change me; neither I can change you
When are you going to learn to respect me and accept me for what I Am?
Lets talk and not waste time because time is very important to me
Life must go on
We can’t run away from problems because they go with you wherever You are
I can’t be perfect, so why do you think you can?
Nothing in life is perfect, not even people
I feel alone living in a strange world
I been neglected by you for so long
We can’t live in fantasies because life is not a fantasy, life is real
Why do you get your anger and frustration out on me?
I don’t know what I have to do with your anger and frustration because It is unfair to take your anger and frustration out on me
I have a disability and I don’t have a good health
I fight for survival everyday because I never know how I will feel the next Day due to my illness
Why don’t you be my friend for once if you tried?
What makes you think that I am no good?
Do I have to be perfect for you to like me and love me?
You only think about yourself and nobody else because you only care About yourself
You are you worst enemy, not me
I have friends, you have only enemies
I have a heart, you have none and you are as cold as ice
I need someone that I can count on
I need someone to cry on his or her shoulders who understands the Way I feel
You make me look small around others
I am a human being and I have needs also
I can’t force you to love me but this is up to you to decide if you want to
You treat me like a piece of dirt under you feet
I hope that is not going to be too late for you to understand that you Been unkind to me for such a long time
I want to live in peace with you and myself for once
We can’t go on ignoring each other much longer because you hurt me All the time
I want to be your friend for once
Please don’t put me down because of my disability | |
| | | | Blood running everywhere.
Dripping all down my skin.
Still not enough.
Must hurt some more.
It's my way.
To get through the day.
To keep my hell at bay.
Bang my head against the wall.
Still not enough.
Must hurt myself some more.
Find a weapon.
Find and open my speacial box.
Must do some more.
For hurt I do.
I'd rather hurt on the outside.
Hurt even more
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| | | | Life is good and life is bad
What can I say to you? Life is like that, don't be mad!
There are so many things I could just as well add
But still I know that you would be sad!
Life comes and then goes
And it grabs you by the clothes
Till you run out without shoes
Displaying all your... toes
And this sometimes goes
On, for how long, nobody knows!
Meanwhile life grows
On you till something comes and shows!
What can I say to you? Life is like that, don't be mad!
Solve your problems, change your life, and be glad!
Put a good face to the bad weather and smile,
Don't be hostile and walk sometimes that extra mile!
Life is good and life is bad
What can I say to you? Life is like that, don't be mad!
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 | | | | you say you love me
you tell me you care
and to ever hurt me...
you would never dare.
you say I'm the only one
you touch that special way
and to cheat on me
there will never come a day
But it's all lies
none of it is true
whenever we are alone
it's not just me and you
I've never looked upon her..
don't know the color of her hair
but whenever I am with you
I can feel her there.
I feel her in your kisses
or the lack there of..
I feel her in the way
to me- you don't make love.
I feel her when you don't want to touch me
the way you use too
and when you feel to tired to do all those
things we use to do.
I know the truth, so
why keep lying?
there's only one way
to stop our love from dying
let it be me and only me
you love and adore
because love can't be found
in the arms of a whore. 
| | | | I know you dont want to
I know you dont mean to
but you do
you hurt me the most
Your words strike me like knives
aimed for my heart
and they hit hard, deep, & painfully
It seems as if you want to break me
as if you want to see me crack
you hurt me ever so
so very much more than others
cause i let you in
I trusted you with my life
you were my best friend
Now i cant tell
if what you say, you mean
so I just take it all to heart
It kills me to think these awful thoughts
but they seem so real
that you dont care for me
even as a friend
Everyday you break me
in everyway possible
but you never know
because i hide it from you especially
I just want to be around you
but you run away from me
like i'm the one hurting you
All i want to know is
what will it take for you to see
you mean so much to me
more that you could ever begin to imagine 
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 | | | You know sometimes you fall in love with someone who you really don’t know. That person seems nice, but it might be for show. You love them with all your heart and yet your heart hurts so bad. Sometimes you are smiling and happy. Other times you are sad. Let me tell you what I mean, so you can feel me.
Your smile brightens my day,
And your words lift my heart.
But at the same time I want to
Make a new start.
At times you make me feel
like,
Loving you is a good thing.
But also at times you make
me think you only think of
me as a fling
Saying sweet things, but at the
same time playing me like a deck
of cards.
Your eye say, well I think they
say you love me,
But then I think that’s not
what you see.
Well I’m tired of being hurt
by this thing called love.
So all I can do is pray to
the Lord above.
So please dear Lord I
don’t want to hurt anymore.
So give me that special someone
to knock on my hearts door.
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| | | | I want someone to have at my side
I want someone to turn to when i need to cry
i want someone to be there for me through all the good and bad times
i want someone with me when i'm feeling down
i wanna fall in love again
seeing them together hurts me more and more each time...
i wanna fall in love and not get hurt.
i want someone to be there for me every step of the way
i want someone to hold my hand and make me happy when i'm sad
i want someone to hug and kiss me just to show how much he cares
but most of all i need someone to save me when i fall
i wanna fall in love again
seeing them together hurts me more and more each time...
i just wanna be in love with the one I thought cared | |
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